Emmm...How to start, so many things happened this pass few month. So dramatic, I didn't even have time to keep posting my blog, & I don't even know how to describe it. Well, let's start from my dad getting a new job.
About 4 months ago, yeah June, my dad quit his job, because he is so sick of the boss, & he worked his ass off, but they treated him like shit. Low salary, long working time, no holiday, bad attitude & more. FYI the boss is my uncle & grandmother. My grandmother, she is a complicated woman. She kindda not like my dad, especially when my mom passed away, & he got a new girlfriend. And she been mean since then, or since I notice it. She as a grandmother, don't even give a damn about my family. She used to like us, when we were her only grandchildren. But since my step-grandfather's grandchild was born, ( told is complicated, she got divorced with my grandpa & married a new one & he is rich ), my cousin, her dearest grandson, she treated me & my sister like invisible. And one or two years later, my mom pass away, for giving birth to my baby sister, who was also passed away.
But still, I have a pretty darn good life, I didn't have to do anything, I get what I wanted ( well not everything, only what is really needed ), been living like a princess, don't need to worry about anything. But my dad, he was having a raft time. Working for a long time everyday, didn't have time to spend with us, can't take us anywhere for holidays trip, he was tired, physically & mentally. He can't stand it any more, so he decided to take a risk, open his own shop, start his own business, & hopefully, have a better life. He opened a vegetarian food stall ( my dad was a chef, & he is vegetarian, so he cooks everything vegetarian, which also the main reason why the stall is vegetarian ) & we, his daughters, his girlfriend, need to help him up, run the stall. That's where my life started to change.
It was really hard to accept it at the first time, because I need to work, like really hard, & I almost collapse for the first 2 day of work. It's a thing I have never experience. And it really get me all upside down, my whole head is spinning, didn't even know what to do, really exhausting, & my dad's girlfriend keep yelling at me & my sister, keep scolding us for some reason or no reason at all. ( She got anger issue. ) I have to work everyday after school, & every weekends. And even when I have exam, or even when I'm sick, I still need to work. Furthermore, I've been rejecting friends invites, I felt really bad, but I can't do anything about it, my dad needs me. And there's nothing more I can do but help him at his stall.
I don't blame my dad for this, because all he did, & everything is for us, for our future. So even know it's really hard, I still need to get us to it, & now, this is my new part time job.
