Friendzon & Best Frenemies Part 2

  The guy who likes Emily, I'm now calling him Guy A. The guy that Emily's crushing on is Guy B. Girl B is Guy B's crush.

  Continue the story, Guy A still likes Emily. Sometimes he even come into our class, "hanging out" with his friends, which is so obvious that he is secretly watching or I can say glance at her from the corner. And that is so freaky.

  Emily on the other hand, still didn't admit she is crushing on Guy B, but everyone know she is. That's because of her being totally annoying ! She keeps telling everyone about Guy B, when they meet, what they did, what Guy B said to her, or even when she saw Guy B, she had to report all that to us. And her cousin, which is also a good friend of mine, hate Emilly, she complain to me about Emily, every time Emily mentioned Guy B. And it's driving crazy ! Have to solve that prob.

  Guy B, ermmm.....not doing so well... I told him about Emily's stuff, & he told me doesn't like Emily back, cuz he likes Girl B. So, I did something a bit bad, I tell Guy B to avoid Emily, if he still want Girl B, & it also help me solve the annoying prob that Emily & her cousin caused. But who know! Guy B did avoid her, but she came tried flirting with him. LOL. And that's something that will never work on him, 'cause they are like enemies or Frenemies, & don't forget Guy B loves Girl B a lot.

  Girl B breaks Guy B's heart ! Girl B just got a boyfriend from other school ! Guy B is now feeling depress like a whale. Poor Guy B... A song too describe him : Justin Bieber's 'That Should Be Me'  >.<

  I'm now trying to make Guy B feels better, stop Emily from flirting with Guy B  & congrats on Girl B got a BF. FYI helping Guy B spying on Girl B. >.< Why me ? So complicated...

  Last, a song for Guy B, my pal :  Kelly Clarkson's 'Stronger' . Hope you feels better, dude. XD

When will I Get it Right

  After my mom passed away, my dad has been working so so hard by himself to make a living & a home for my sis & I. And I know he really loves us, he always do & so do we. And that's also why I feel so shame & guilty about myself. How I always can't get things right, all the mistake I've made, make me feel so guilty, stupid & sad. And it's killing me inside.

  Like what happen today, I was staying back after school for some school activity, but the teacher didn't show up, it turns out to be no meeting at all, just a so not true notice on a so damn stupid notice board. So then, I was hanging out with my friends, having fun, totally forget about the timing. But when I realize I was almost late, my dad probably been waiting. So I rush to the front gate, get into my dad's car, second I saw it.

  While I'm in the car, my dad looked ferrous. What happen? Then my dad started yelling at me. He said he's been waiting me for longer then he aspect. Then I looked at the time again, & I was 1 hour late, I must had mistaken the time, so stupid of me ! Worst when he found out I don't have activity after all. He was like :
 " Why don't you call me at the 1st time, so I can fetch you earlier ?! You're so stupid ! Use your brian to think ! Do you know how long I've waited? And I haven eat anything yet, now I'm late to work, & time for my dinner ! Don't even metion my nap !" My dad works from 9am to 9.30pm everyday, only can take a break at 3pm to 5pm everyday. In that time he has to cook us dinner, bath, & a rest. And my school activity is at  2.30pm to 4pm.

  So my dad has been yelling the monent I get in the car 'till I reached home. I said my sorry but I still feel so bad right now, it's all my falt, feel so guilty, makes me want to kill myself. He work so hard for us everyday, & that's how I relpy him, that's just so wrong ! When will I get it right? When I can have no worries for my dad? When that day come, will my dad be proud of me? I hope so.

LOL! Best Frenemies & Friendzon

  Just found out a guy likes Emily, but Emily have a crush on my crush ( was my crush), but he is in love with my other friend ! AWKWARD !

  Who will be the one to step in the Friendzon, & who will be steping out of it... Will best frenemies become best couple? We'll see....

Surprise !

Yesterday I was home alone writing new song, nothing special happen, just like always, until......Joanne show up in front of my house !

 Joanne is my best friend, she moved to Melaka last December. Few days ago was my Bday, she post a status on Facebook asking me what want & what I really really want. I said, I want a JB poster, what I really really want is you're here with all of us. And there she was standing at my front door, can't believe she's back !

  I was so shock, doubting about it. Arhh! So happy to see her ! But then she said,
"Hey, can I come sleep over at your house?"
"What? Like right now?" I said
"Yeah ! See, my parents wanted to spend some time together, alone, husband & wife, you get what I mean. So? Can I stay?"
"Emm... sure, you're welcome."
" Okay then, thanks, I'm gonna go get my begs from the hotel, see you later~"
That was it. I was like, what, are you freaking kidding me? No one come ever sleep over at my house before. Freaking out....
After she's back from the hotel, we chat in my room until 1am.

  The next day(today) we went to ECMall & just hanging around go to karaoke, & that was the best part. We was singing, screaming at the same time, hell, it was fun, but now my troth hurt. Hehehe... Few hours later, we had lunch at Noodle Station, after that, we got nothing to do, so we decided to walk to MegaMall. It only takes few minutes to get there. We hang out at the book store for a while, the Joanne's phone rang. It was her mom, telling her that they brought movie tickets for her & the show is starting soon, FYI they were at the ECMall's cinema.Come on ! That's mean we have to walk back again! And what about me & my sis? We have no transport home.

  When we're back to ECMall, I felt tired, I hate crossing the road, especially when it got a lot of cars. And then I have to worry about how are we suppose to get home. Sigh. But then, Joanne's brother show up, & he can totally drive us home, thank God! Not so fast, I don't even know her brother, so awkward. Guess what's next, her brother's girlfriend show up. Phew! I'm so glad his GF came, it would be so awkward if she's not there. And yeah ! Finally I get home save.

  Yesterday & today, was a big surprise, didn't that coming. I don't know if I have to say it's fun or not, maybe both. Weird... Oh! I forgot to mention, I really got JB poster & cut out pics from magazine, from Joanne! Best Bday present ! Thanks !

Turning 15

  I'm turning 15 today ! Yeah ! Happy Birthday to me ! *Singing : "Happy Bday to me~ Happy Bday to me~Happy Bday to me~~~ Happyyy~ Birth~day to~ me~~~~ " XD

  And thanks for all the birthday wishes my friends !  Love ya all <3